ooh. favorite movie with my favorite song of my favorite band. just had to post it
( 7:04 PM )
Monday, August 29, 2011
i am going crazy. i swear i am going crazy.
its all in my head, how to make it go away?
( 12:31 AM )
Sunday, August 28, 2011
at the end of the day, i know its all dull, obtuse, blunt, of no point; pointless. just go through the motions alright. whatever it takes.
( 4:55 PM )
Friday, August 26, 2011
i know what i am, i just don't know how to say no to that.
never did, still don't.
but in time to come, in time to come.
( 12:55 AM )
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
supposed to be studying but
OHMYFUCKIAMSOFUCKINGPISSEDRIGHTNOWICANTSTUDY
( 10:08 PM )
HUH. its a goddamned cycle.
( 9:51 PM )
Monday, August 22, 2011
today is just one of those days,
i hate days like this.
( 11:23 PM )
Saturday, August 20, 2011
brick by brick,
my walls have heightened
( 11:07 PM )
as long as i can get myself to focus on studying, studying seems like the only way my spirit feels free. and that is strange. even sleeping isn't always safe these days.
anyway i really dislike the modules im taking this sem. maybe it wouldnt be so bad if they werent so shitting chim and heavy in content, but they are. maybe it wouldnt be so bad if i didnt have to waste my time at lab everyday, but i do. it would be a lot easier if things went my way, but they don't.
playing tap studio 3, cool shits. can make my own taptap songs.
( 10:34 PM )
Monday, August 15, 2011
I took it out of my wallet :)
Now hit me with greater things
( 1:35 AM )
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Two hours to read and (briefly) understand two pages of research paper. I am not cut out for this shit man.
( 11:24 PM )
That which kept me sane
My escape through it all.
( 12:40 AM )
Friday, August 12, 2011
today i met with a very interesting coincidence.
considering the fact that i utterly do not believe in fate anymore, this just gives me hope.
( 11:58 PM )
sometimes, we apologize because we feel bad. that does not necessarily mean agreeing to have done something wrong.
just a thought,
most of the time when i say "thank you", "sorry" or any other important words for that matter, i am sincere and really mean it. but how many people still mean it these days, still mean what they say and are not just spewing out words for the sake of it? not tooting my own horn here, just thought that it's something pretty basic. goes to show, words are only words. ohwell
( 12:31 AM )
Thursday, August 11, 2011
first day of school, but didnt really felt like it. probably cos no hall stay. had only 1 lecture today, freaking small class of 19 people. lecturer thought keok is my main name, thats fine. he's a funny dood.
ive been down to the lab for a month for my honors project now. still very lost. am i doomed?
been watching The Bachelor season 14. i dont care if it might be scripted somehow, its still interesting. and at times thought provoking
i am into cheap thrills recently??? -.-
( 10:12 PM )
school's starting tomorrow. from then on, im gonna be miserable at best.
this is the third consecutive year im feeling like that; like so much can change within a short period, between semesters. well. i believe everything happens for a reason. let's see where this takes me next.
( 1:26 AM )
Monday, August 08, 2011
finally went running yesterday. probably first time ever out of my own accord. 3 freaking km. so damn proud for a slacker like me. muscle aching all over now, at the waist, back, thighs and hips(dont lie). that means muscles growing. (Y)
had time for full course therapeutic therapy today (Y)
unbelievable, really unbelievable. dont give me that, you should know better.
( 11:59 PM )
Sunday, August 07, 2011
okay. i know that there are gonna be times when i feel like leaving the door on the latch, a light in the hall and the key under the mat, a smile on my face and the kettle on, and whatnot. but no worries, i am smarter than that.
( 10:30 PM )
Saturday, August 06, 2011
moral of the story: be a douchebag
( 6:23 PM )
Thursday, August 04, 2011
strutted around botanical gardens in a yellow poncho cos it was drizzling. looking stupid but looking stupid as a group. i actually found that fun. cheapest of all thrills.
funny fun bunch.
on a different note, i find the need to swear so.
hi, remember me? I WAS FUCKING THERE TOO.
( 1:09 AM )
Wednesday, August 03, 2011
oh, i noticed this sign at lab today.
SO HUMOROUS.
( 1:35 AM )
Tuesday, August 02, 2011
ahh, if only i could practice what i preach.
( 11:51 PM )
you cannot control what happens to you you can only survive it
( 11:36 PM )
Monday, August 01, 2011
had a dream last night, in which i was quite upset. but then i woke up to realize that in reality i dont give a damn anymore.
a man approached me to ask if i could spare him $1.80 for bus fare home. i thought for awhile, and decided to give him the benefit of doubt. cos the last time i turned down someone asking for bus fare i felt so guilty after that. and also cos he was injured.
watched sex and zen HAHA. abit shy at first, but actually nothing much.
so different it hurts.
stumbling upon old stuff is bad. it makes you wonder how in the fucking world did things turn out like this.
i think, some lyrics dont make sense until you've actually experienced it.
i don't remember the moments i tried to forget i lost myself yet i'm better not sad
( 11:59 PM )
Person
keok
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i cna tpye 300 wrods pre mniuet.
i tried sniffing coke once but the ice cubes got sucked into my nose.
i am an angel, the horns are just there to keep the halo straight.
